Sometimes, out of no where, I will open my eyes, if even for a split second, & I'll feel beautiful. I will look in the mirror & see my protruding belly & realize its new life in there. . .it's not Hollywood but its something. ..so much more. It's the beginning of a new person who will one day, change the world & that is more important then . . .posing nude online & making men lust. It's more important then being on tv pretending to be someone I'm not. It's so much more. It's real. It's not fake tans & plastic boobs. . .its real. My boobs sag, my skin is dry, my hair is a mess right now. ..but its ok.
Cause I'm beautiful
& I don't care if he agrees or not at these moment.
If he would rather have fake girl online then me. .its HIS LOSS. Not mine
Not anymore
just tell me what happened when things went wrong, we'll try to make sense of it all, please don't blame yourself. . .don't you know that you're beautiful. . .cant you see what you mean to Me" Seabird
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